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TonightWhat is Rage What is Love I can’t feel it What have I done Cause it’s not rightTonight
I wish I could take back all the things I said All the things I did But they’re all locked inside my head It’s myself from you I hid And I can’t take that back
I can’t look at you that way Every time I do I cough and hack Even now I can’t stay It’s not right; so what is Love I’m not safe; so what is Rage
I guess I’ll find today on the front page That my shadow wanders the streets alone tonight
by ~Subsanction
WinterI catch the white butterfly As it falls gently from the sky Its wings wither and crack Sitting there blank I wonder How is this the end of allWinter
When in the end I’ve gone asunder Then Summer breaks to Fall More of their tattered wings come And as they close in on the frozen Earth They catch fire and all is done
I guess it’s better than a re-birth As I listen to the broken songs Songs of long lost photographs They spin effortlessly around my head Broken shards pulse through me; I’d rather be dead
“But I guess I can&#
by ~Subsanction
I miss youWhat's it gonna take For me to say I'm sorry I'll never break your heart I hope there's a "we", An "us"I miss you
Along the lines of I wish I could be everything Something along that we are in love Sweetheart I know I can't sing But you make me believe I can
I'm sorry I live so far away Sorry that I'm not there Wish I could be every day I miss how you hold your hands in my hair
I miss your smile Your face Spirit and love; I miss your laugh... But most of all
I miss you
by ~Subsanction
best friendShe is my best friend She is something more I'll be with her til the end You call her a whore And I'll break your neckbest friend
I'm her distortion She's my reality I'll protect her with my life Her eyes helped me see That happiness isn't my enemy
Keeping my endless wrath in check Calming something I can't Even when I go on a suicidal rant I love her--just like a little sister Even when she's an emotional wreck
by ~Subsanction
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Self HoleThe passion of this relationship has long dried out- As I reach up to my red, bruised, and scratched throat I realize that I'm much more of a liar than I thought I was, I'm much more twisted then expectedSelf Hole
As I cough up this black, tar colored, silk feeling liquid onto the pavement and stare into this abyssmal darkness of my own hole I realize I was wrong in every way possible, that I do want out of this damned family, That I'm tired of living-
I'm also tired of loving, Because I'm sick of it being used as a common phrase, it has no value anymore Trust is mor
by ~TheNobody1994
Thinking it AwaySlowly rotting away in a field of grey With nothing but the thoughts in my mind to pass the time.Thinking it Away
They're not fantasies, they're more of memories. Of all the times I tried to stray away and find my grave.
Sadly, my heart astounds me. Letting me down softly, ever-so-caringly Ripping me to shreds slowly; but not in a bad way. As you'd say.
I'll still be here, just thinking away all the days, waiting for some kind physical contact- an out reach to the dearly rejected- But I would suppose thinking away the day &nb
by ~TheNobody1994
I Get the HintI guess I'll take off now, Let the sweat dry in it's place on my brow, I'm tired of just waiting, Over-reacting and constantly debating, What I plan to do with all this mess, I'm tired; fuck it, I'm going to bed.I Get the Hint
And while I sleep, I guess I'll just keep Thinking and thinking and thinking Debating, debating, and hating Every part of me that wants to be alone, every part of me that wants someone, And when I wake up from this hellish nightmare, It wouldn't surprise me if you weren't there.
I wouldn't ask where you went, I wouldn't try to find
by ~TheNobody1994
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